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Director: Simon Benson

Genre: BDSM

"This was my first feature style movie. I didn't actually shoot 'My Life As A Pet', I just co-wrote it with John Fitzgerald.

It was filmed in collaboration with Select International of Volendam, Netherlands. I wrote it, shot it and obviously starred in it, but I also built the sets and edited it.

It took over a year to shoot and in the early days was dogged by bad luck.

The original lead female was supposed to be Adrianna Nicole (Petal Benson) but after problems in our personal relationship it never happened.

Next up to bat was 'Petra Benson' but the same thing happened.

The various scenes within the movie called for an actress that could handle very physical and punitive BDSM action. I knew such girls were in short supply. Both Adrianna and Petra were former Insex models so they had the necessary toughness.

I really felt that I'd exhausted available resources when a girl who'd contacted us previously showed up from London. She was also a former Insex model.

She did so well that I re-christened her 'Tigerr' and kept her with me in Amsterdam.

The movie itself was difficult to shoot because we shot it in a building that housed the fancy offices of many Dutch companies. During shooting we could hear the folks above us, so we were certain they could hear us!

The most difficult scene to shoot was the caning scene because of the screams of pain that were very real. We shot it at 2am in the morning to avoid office workers overhearing what might of sounded like a murder taking place. Just as we finished, I heard a noise upstairs. We were dressed and out of the building within minutes, along with the video tapes, sure that the police were on the way. We made our getaway in true Dutch style - on bicycles!

The movie was shot on DVCAM in true 16:9 format using a Sony dsr-pdx10p. Apart from having poor performance in lowlight and really loud motor, it's a great little camera.

The story is a fairly simple one. A young girl decides to throw her life away by committing suicide. She does not die but instead falls into the hands of a mysterious man.

Having thrown herself a way the man now treats her as his property.

Human Doll is intended to be a trilogy. The second part is in production.

I heard later that someone entered the film into the Barcelona Adult Film Festival and it won Best Fetish Movie."

Simon Benson 2008

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